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www.livejournal.com/~omfg_whorexcore
hm. let me know if you add me so i can add you back.
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[29 Dec 2004|09:32pm] |
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hmm..
i've been going out a lot lately. thanks to the INSANE FRIENDS calling me 24/7.
but they are worthless friends. they say they'll call me back. and they don't. they say they're doing things. and they're not. whatever. i couldn't care less. :)
the GOOD thing about being busy all the time, is the DRUGS. mmhmm. how cliche. i can't figure out how to put the ` over the e. so. sorry . whatever. i did K. and coke. and got new cigarettes. cloves. :) marijuana. i've been getting stoned off my ass like every day since a week before break. i was offered some oxy tonight, but i don't think i want to do it .. === vomiting. ;) i'll probably end up doing it anyway. hah.&&!! the amount of marijuana intake has speeded up with the new boyfriend. ohh. see below. ;)
BUT...the new "boyfriend" and I have been hanging out a lot lately. i guess it's cool. whatever. he's kind of way clingy. i guess i'll deal. he's cute. he kissed. me. and we cuddle like every night. and he opens doors. it's way cute. i like him a lot. and i want it to work out.
yeah. christmas was alright. this year i expected the least, got the least, but appreciated the most.
i pretty much got stuff that i wanted.
and if i didn't get it from family/friends/etc..., i just bought it the next day and the next day and the day after the next day at the mall. (i've been to the mall four times since christmas. probably about thirteen from the whole month of december.)
on that note... i have a new layout. thankyou. and goodnight.;)
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Christmas shopping is ( boring. )
As for what I would like to own( ... )
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[30 Nov 2004|08:13pm] |
i got in big trouble at school today.
something like 2 months worth of detention & 2 weeks of in-school suspension.
something like my dad yelling && trying to hit me && my sister going to hit him back with a stapler.
something like her getting kicked out & having restraining orders against her.
something like never seeing her again until i'm 18.
something like taking a bottle of aspirin. i hope i die.
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[25 Nov 2004|02:40pm] |
Watching Sex and the City with Toasty, or really dumb shows -- Samantha, is the new highlight of my life.
And boy am I glad to know that I ate none of that carcass of turkey for dinner tonight. :) It's been a year since I've eaten meat! :)
Looks like the potatoes are looking good this evening.
Maybe some Tofurkey! :P
Things have been okay lately. Someone has been being an asshole, for no specific reason. What an ass.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone. Even though this holiday is ridiculous.
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heh. i look funny.
hehehe. omg. i <3..secret!
everyone's saying how i should ask him out.
i think i'd kill myself first, thanks. ahh!
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I've been thinking about it, and there's no purpose to life. You're made, you're born, you're alive, you live, you're dying, you're dead. But who's to say who's really dead anyway? Just because you're breathing doesn't mean you're alive. Sometimes it takes the power of death to truly realize one was alive in the first place. That's how sad it really is. It takes the deaths of many to truly unite as one. Think about September eleventh for example. No one cared that much about patriotism until the acts of terrorism were committed. No one cares that much about a person until they're dead. It's amazing. No one can actually "fuck someone over" as we all like to say, because in the end, if we'd of kept to ourselves, we wouldn't have had relationships with other people. No relationships with people, no feelings about that specific person, no getting fucked over. I guess if people didn't form bonds between one another, our world would be so much better. I guess nothing would really ever happen that way though. Whatever. No one's lives truly matter that much to cause an impact on the world. There's no point in anything. No point in trying anymore. Because in the end, we're all dead.
I really am beginning to hate everyone.
Fuck.
And I also hate how the prettiest girls in school take their boyfriends for granted. How annoying is that. You know? They like 923842903842930482394823490 guys yet have boyfriends, and their boyfriends are treated like shit whilst their fucking busy powder-pressed lives are compacted into a ball of flirting with people who aren't their boyfriends. Fuck that.
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[13 Aug 2004|12:59am] |
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Every time something seems good I go and fuck it up again. Nice one Brooke. You deserve a fucking pat on the back. Worthless piece of shit. I should have known. Good things aren't forever. I know that too. Why do I think it's always going to be different? It's always always always the same bullshit. Why do I care so much? I shouldn't. I want to be happy. Truly happy. I don't want to think about shit in the future. I want to only care about the ones who care about me back. Oh wait, then I'd care about no one. Fuck. Who needs self doubt when you've got friends and parents? I want to think about now. I'm sick of waiting around for people. When are people going to realize that no one cares about them? The only people anyone cares about are themselves. Hm, unless you've really got something going for you. Nope, ya don't. Worthless pieces of shit called friends. Worthless pieces of shit called boyfriends. I give the fuck up. Everyone, everything. This fucking town......everything. I'm sick of me and everyone else. And the true thing I can't stand about him is that he's so much like me that I want to hate him but I can't...I just fucking can't. And almost every song I've heard tonight has made me want to find a razor blade and gouge out my ear drums and then slit my fucking throat. And why the hell am I so mad at him? Why am I so mad at myself? I did nothing wrong. Okay, I did. I lied. Why do I have to try blaming things on everyone else? It's always my fault. It always will be. Why do I expect that to change? Why do I think everything's so bad? It could be worse. Yeah, but it's not. Oh. fuck. I give up. Come on. Why can't we just...ugh.
Told me he loved me and I couldn't accept it. I knew it wasn't for real. Hm...got my fucking hopes up.
Over nothing.
don't read this. don't fucking read it.
Dear diary, my teen angst bullshit has a body count. I believe it's six going on seven now. I've been dreaming of you. In a pool of your own blood with your eyes gouged out by the work of my thumbs. The scent of your insides from under the floorboards. The perfect perfume to settle a score. I'll hide you in my walls. Your body will never be found. I'll wear your skin as a suit. Pretend to be you. Your friends will like you more than they used to.
"Close yet far. Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are."
lossofreason666: brooke, as corny as it sounds and as fake as it may seem and even if you dont beleive it i do love you and I do care
xMalevolentChaos: not as ridiculously stupid as i sound.
lossofreason666: you dont sound stupid
lossofreason666: or ridicuolous
xMalevolentChaos: I sound ridiculous.
xMalevolentChaos: Pointlessly talking to you about something that's obviously never going to happen is ridiculous.
lossofreason666: you dont know its not going to happen
lossofreason666: just give me time
lossofreason666: one day
lossofreason666: you will be my gf
lossofreason666: and maybe not this summer maybe not beggining of next year
lossofreason666: or middle
lossofreason666: but at some time this summer if not this summer next year you will be my gf
lossofreason666: idk how long it will last
lossofreason666: or what will happen
lossofreason666: but i know it will
xMalevolentChaos: brb,.
lossofreason666: k
lossofreason666: okay i really gave to go. lyl as stupid as it sounds once again. have a good night. bye
xMalevolentChaos: bye.
...fucking retard = me. once again brooke goes fucking up everything she ever cares about.
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Today was boring. Again. I did nothing. Tomorrow I'm going over Candace's or she's coming here. Hopefully.
I got a new layout. I made the background but ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) sweetxcataclysm did the layout. Yay! :-D
Happy Birthday McKenna!
'Love's violent tune, from me to you, rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding, with a smile on your face. "Kill me", I begged but love said no.'
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Saturday - In the morning, I was getting quite angered at the fact that someone was being stupid and egotistical, yet again. Wow. What a surprise! Then Candace and Ashley came over. We hung out and took goofy photos. We found out they could sleep over which was quite a happy fact. So, we took many stupid photos and hung out. What we always do. We also watched the new Degrassi, again, and O'Grady and Daria. Oh, fun. 
Sunday - I woke up to Candace talking to Ashley about when they were leaving. They had to leave early due to the fact that that was the only time their parents could pick them up and because Megan and I had to leave kind of early to go pick up Meghan and Jonath(?) and head to Warped. And also because I needed to get ready, and didn't want them to sit there, bored out of their minds, as they did.  But all was well, they left like 10 minutes after I got out of the shower. Then, I took a while to get ready and waited for Megan to come home, so we could leave. I asked Dad for money and he said he'd give me twenty dollars as long as I cleaned my room the next day. So I said fine. We did that, and left. We drove to Netcong to pick Meghan and Jonath up. We sat in Jonath's apartment while he did his hair. Then, we were on our way to Englishtown (Warped Tour).We sat in traffic for majority of time. Luckily we had a few "things" to do, to keep us busy and not bored. On our way in, we saw Josh and Jeff, and apparently everyone had some initiation with them besides me. They were hanging out with Meghan and Jonath, so Megan and I decided we would go in early because I wanted to see who was playing. Right as we walked in it was Coheed and Cambria (oh baby!) We only heard two songs, but they still kicked ass. We both had to take a piss, and she was hungry. So we peed in the oh-so pleasant port-a-pottys, and were off to find something to quench our hunger and thirst. On the way walking over there, I started to get a bit dizzy, but I figured it was nothing. So, yeah, we kept walking until we found something. The line was very long, but we figured it was fine. After about 10 minutes of standing in the heat, I felt as if I were going to vomit, so I walked over towards the garbage can in case I had to puke. But I didn't, so I attempted walking back to Megan, stumbled, and fell. Everything started to fade and I passed out for like 30 seconds. Megan and some dude helped me up, but I don't remember feeling anything. They went back over and sat me down. Apparently, if you don't eat anything all day and then go into the beating sun, it makes you pass out. Who would have known? So she got me a bag of Fritos, half of which she ate, and two bottles of water. I drank the water and ate a few of the Fritos and then head off for the bands. So, we watched a lot of bands..(international noise conspiracy (refused), dynamite boy, from first to last, boys night out, hidden in plain view, silverstein, madison, thursday, taking back sunday, flogging molly, tiger army, rufio, a faith called chaos, bad religion, matchbook romance, avenged sevenfold, motion city soundtrack, allister, bouncing souls, anti-flag, nofx.)
But after watching Avenged Sevenfold and three songs of Taking Back Sunday, I told Megan I wanted to go see how many people were standing in line for the Avenged Sevenfold signing. It wasn't that bad when I first got there. So I was by this really nice girl, Val, who talked to me for a while. She was a big fan apparently and lived down in Neptune. After a while, a bunch of people came over and mobbed around the Avenged Sevenfold tent, so when we should have been up to them in fifteen minutes, it probably took about forty. And they were only there for forty-five minutes. Thank Heavens. I was so excited when I got up to them. I thought I was going to piss myself. I bought a five dollar poster and shook hands with all of the band members and then they signed it. <3. My sister got like four pictures on her friend's camera of me shaking hands with them and the members of the band. (Hopefully, Meghan sends us the pictures in the mail so I can take pictures of them and post them, or something. Megan didn't want me to bring in the digital or else I would have.)Mmm. Then Flogging Molly and NOFX came on and we went down to the parking lot. We found Jeff and Josh there, and Jeff went with Meghan to bring Jonath's girlfriend her car keys. So, Josh, Megan and I hung out for a while and smoked. Haha. Then they came back and these loud rambunctious kids with Jack Daniel's came over to us. We named him "Jack" and then he was running around in the cars saying "DRUNK VIRGIN SIXTEEN YEAR OLD FOR SALE FOR A CIGARETTE" because apparently everyone that was with us (Jeff, Josh, Meghan, Megan, and the two loud kids) wanted cigarettes. Oh, what a night. Then we finally leave (With Jeff, Josh, Meghan, Megan, and I) and are stuck in traffic for probably 10 minutes. So then we turn on old AFI, and sing for a while until we find ourselves sort of lost. Mmm. They were complaining about not having cigarettes, so we stopped at a Quick Check in Chester on the way home, which was just closing as we got there and got cigarettes and some food/drinks. They ate and smoked cigarettes in the car while I got Jeff's cds from the trunk, picked out a cd, Taking Back Sunday - Tell All Your Friends, and listened to that. We sung Taking Back Sunday in the car. My sister's car's system was built for that cd, I tell you. We then dropped them off at the Days Inn and I got hugs from Meghan and Jeff... Jeff was hot. mm hmm.  So, then, we went to the McDonalds in Ledgewood and picked up Nicole and Kevin, and we went driving around. Did the usual. Talked in insane voices because of the lack of brain cells and the brain cells that went missing that day. Listened to Taking Back Sunday, yet again, and The Starting Line. The whole day was basically a haze. And then we went to the Indian Mobil and got candy. Candy! Then they went to Dunkin' Donuts because the new rage is blueberry pancake bagels with strawberry creamy cheese. Interesting, eh? Hehe. Then we came home. And I passed out for the first time in a long while. 
Monday - I woke up and procrastinated for the longest time and then decided I should definitely clean my room so I don't get in trouble. So I fucked around on the computer for a while and then cleaned. I went downstairs and watched television. Talked to Chelsea for basically the whole day. Then she left. I got to talk to her friend, Cody. That was pleasant. He's nice. I drank Kool-Aid. What a pleasant day.
Tuesday (today) - I started reading Invisible Monsters again. I fucked around with my rubix cube. It pissed me off. I...did nothing...yeah. Today was boring. ::Sigh:: I wish I could have found something to do. These past few days have been depressing. I hope I have something to do tomorrow. I haven't been getting much sleep lately. I'm fucking going insane. Ugh.
EVERYONE SHOULD DOWNLOAD YAHOO MESSENGER. IT KICKS ASS AND IS 9283429384293842938423523579230985 TIMES BETTER THAN AIM. IF YOU GET IT, IM ME ON AIM (xMalevolentChaos) AND TELL ME YOUR NAME. BITCHES. OR JUST IM ME ON Yahoo Messenger -- funeralx0fxhearts .. Haha. I don't even care if you don't know me. just im me...dicks.
NEW BACKGROUND. IT'S HOT. I HOPE DONNAE SEES IT. HEHE.
(I made it..yay..and figured out how to do it all by myself!)
"And they formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade. But they did, and so did I, that day..."
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[06 Aug 2004|07:22pm] |
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Foxwoods was grand. We left around 12:30 in the afternoon to Connecticut. But of course as soon as we get around five miles away from Foxwoods, they give us a detour and send us straight to hell. We probably went in a humongous circle at least 8 times. But it's cool, it was fun. We spent every possible cent we could in the arcade where there were many...'nice' people. At first we saw like three hot dudes walking down the elevator and then we saw them again outside the arcade. We took pictures of the Chippendales guys so we could get closer to where the boys were. Apparently, Candace told me they thought we were going to take pictures of them. Interesting. 
We met this kid from Maine. He had pink hair. ...mmmm...dreamy. <3 It was insane too because we were walking up the stairs to the arcade after seeing the kid once and talking to him and stuff, and Candace was like "What would you do if when we went to go play the driving game, he was sitting in our seats?" (This was at the bottom of the stairs mind you) and when we got to the top we went over there and HE WAS THERE! I think we almost pissed ourselves, heh... but yeah. most of our time was spent in the arcade or walking around aimlessly. Oh, and of course, attempting to act fancily in nice restaurants, but of course, that didn't really work...hah... I think we both either dropped utensils, drinks, or ourselves at least a few times. I got a purple boa, it's cool.  They had extremely cool purses, hats, and boas in this one store, but they were WAY too expensive. Candace really wanted this purse, and I really wanted the boa. Unfortunately, due to lack of funds, Candace could not get the purse.  But it was fun. We got a bunch of unnecessary shit in the arcade because we had like 982349283492834928349238428349 tickets by the time we were done. Heh. Then, on the day we left, (Tuesday), we headed up to Mystic Seaport first, and went to the aquarium, because while we were so close, we might as well see the stuff. We had fun. Candace got a cool colorful clown fish mug for her dad, a little cute book with quotes in it because apparently she has quite a few of them already, and her sister a cool penguin necklace. I got my dad a mug with a shark on it and my sister turtle earrings, a candle, and a pen...yeah. Joy. .. uhh... that was about it.. We came back, dropped Candace off, and yeah, came back here...
I got yelled at around 2:30 am because my music was too loud..oopsy! Then my parents woke me up at EIGHT O'CLOCK. COME ON. WHO WAKES UP AT 8:00??!?!?? After aimlessly laying in bed for an hour or so, I finally got up, packed a few things for Point Pleasant, and we went down. Got lost, of course although we've been there many times, we still managed to get lost. I guess I figured out I like this kid, again. I don't want to. I've given up. Yeah, I'll tell myself that. Well, yeah, I had fun in Point Pleasant I guess. If Candace were there it would have been much more fun. We went out to dinner one night and I took a few pictures of the ocean from on top of the restaurant. I'll just post one.
But we stayed at my aunt's nice beach house, and we had a good time. Scoped out hot guys, and talked to this one kid...yeah. Umm...I got home today at like 1:30. I then went to Candace's and we hung out for a while. And now I'm home. I have so much laundry and cleaning to do. blah.
I guess some people are too cool to hang out with me at my house with Candace. That's cool too...
Tomorrow, Candace is coming over. My dad's going away. I'm allowed to have people over. Yay!
Warped Tour in 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY!
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[10 Jul 2004|01:40am] |
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Well, I went back to Xanga for a while, decided I didn't like it as much as I like this, but if you want to check it out, go to -- http://www.xanga.com/skin.asp?user=xMalevolentChaos orr...just read what I post now...it's the same thing that's there, but yeah.
This was a post from a few days ago from my Xanga:
July 07, 2004
Today was fucking insane. I woke up at around 2:15 because Candace called and told me to get my ass online. Eh, I was like "Okay, are we going to hang out today?" and she told me she couldn't. So already, I'm like, "What a fucking waste of a day.  " And then I go online and talk to Candace and Michael. Hmm, then I waste some time. I don't even remember anything throughout the day from like 2-6. OH yeah! I was shopping online like all night. I think I ended up spending like $1,000. Uh oh...Mommy's going to be angry. Hahaha, I bought earrings and I don't even have my ears pierced. Brooke = compulsive shopper. Oh no, I'm becoming my mother.  At six my dad called me out and we ate dinner, mmm. Salad. I think Ashley left her camera here. So if you're Ashley, please call me/ instant message me and claim your camera now. And then I went out in the pool and helped him and my mom find the hole in the liner or whatever and this bullshit. Then we watched two episodes of the Sopranos from the dvd we got a few days ago or whatever. Everything was so normal. And then I go online for like two seconds, and Mike and I are just talking and whatever, and he's like, "Soo...do you still like me because Candace says you might not and yeah..well now I have a gf." And I'm thinking in my head..."Great..oh great. What the fuck. Do I even like him anymore? WHat the hell is going on!?!" And then I find out he's going out with Mrs. Kumma's (Mrs. Kumma is my homeroom teacher from last year/ the year I just graduated from) daughter!! What the fuck is going on here, I'm thinking in my head. I start immediately cracking up, because that's just the crackhead in me. So this whore chick is dying on television and I'm on the ground laughing my ass off. My facial expressions are like this --      My parents think I'm on crack. But yeah, I was like sad at the same time. I really don't know what's going on anymore. I think I started the stopping of liking him a while ago because I decided there was no chance anymore, and then today just really clarified that. And him and I are still friends now, it's cool. I definitely don't like him anymore. ANd then I was talking to Candace and I was thinking and I was like, "You know what. I'm happy for him. He can find a girl who he likes just as much as she likes him, and they're happy together. That's more than I can say." And she was like "Me too." We're so fucking hopeless. Hah, well, I am at least. She made some progress with Eric tonight. I was impressed. So while I slowly but surely degressed with Michaelangelo over there, Candace was mackin' it up with the fellas.  Hahaahahahahaha. THat put me in a crackass mood too. If you don't know what I'm talking about, then you shouldn't. Hahahahaha. But yeah, then I was reading the book that Candace/Ashley left here. It's good. The writer is phenominal. He wrote "Fight Club." Yeah, the movie. What a fucking amazing dude. But yeah, tonight was insane. I definitely don't like him anymore, which is a good thing. I'm proud of myself. Independent bitch, yet again until some guy that I know is not worth my time but try to convince myself is comes along again. But yeah, we're all friends. It's allllllllll cool.  Fucking Poison the Well is amazing.
Hmm, so the past few days have been kind of...cool. (Sarcastic..) I went to Candace's house on Wednesday. I just hung out with her and Ashley, and we went to Herby's...hmm. Fun. We listened to music and watched movies. "I'm a fag" was one of the best parts of the day. Eh...I guess you had to be there. I was crying at the really sad part of the movie and then I was like "I'm a fag" and then burst into tears. I guess I'm retarded . Yesterday was boring. I woke up at 1:30PM, went to bed at 9:30..lol. What a pleasant day.
Today was...interesting. I woke up and then hung out by myself for like two or three hours and then Candace, Ashley, and Karly came over. We then went to the show, where kids were acting like fuckers and I realized I liked another. Yeah, I don't have a chance with him. The story of my life, eh? He was following this girl around though like the whole time. I guess that's a sign... Oh well, not like he would ever like me anyway.
This one kid, I will not mention any names, kept on asking me for my bracelets and I gave him a couple, I was like "sure why not?" I don't care about that, but he was just really being an asshole. He kept on fucking annoying me and breaking the shit and making stupid comments about it. Haha, but then he was being funny and made fun of ------- and his shit, that was funny..hahah. Okay and then he was just being a fucker. I don't know, I don't even remember what I said and he was like, "oh well...blahblahblah" and I didn't hear what he said, and then he was like 'never mind, I won't say that. That's really mean.' And I was like okay..shut up. I never really understood people like that. People who live just to be stupid annoying fucks. He probably said something about me being ugly, or fat, or something...but hey, I think I know that. I don't need people telling me that. Last time we went to the chapel for the show he was being nice to me and shit and now all of a sudden he's an ass. Maybe it's because we were hanging out with this one fucking kid who is really annoying or something. Oh well, I don't care...it's not like I did anything to him..man. People need to chill. And what really pisses me off was before in the beginning of the night when Mike was being a dick to him, I apologized to the kid that was being an ass, and then he comes out with that shit? What the fuck?
But I had fun. Three of the bands were pretty good. It wasn't as good as the last show though. I bought a cd, Denver In Dallas's..haven't listened to it yet. Haha, the lead singer of that band is on crack, I tell you. He was fucking insane. It was great.
Pictures with my oh-so snazzy subtitles for them...
Karly and Ashley, their poses are...super.
Michael and Patrick. Michael's trying to hide from me though, that bitch.
Hey look...it's Ben's bottom half of his head and his body with Ashley looking like a retard..woooo.
Ben attempting to hide behind Michelle while making some little weird eye...thing...hah.
Secrets secrets are no fun...secrets secrets hurt...everyone? Hah. I don't know. ((Ashley and Karly))
Karly and her weird fake tooth..ahh! Run!
Candace looking weird with half of Michelle's head on the left side...eh..lol.
Ben breaking it down...yeah baby.
Ben breaking it down yet again.
Candace..
Ashley being cool with Karly giving her bunny ears..how cool!
Michelle...
Michelle half-way, Candace with her hair just messed up from Karly fucking around with it, and Karly...hooray.
Haha, what is up with my face? Christ..hah. ((Me and Benjamin)
What was I doing? Eep..
Ben, doing some weird thing with his Thrice sweatshirt that I want/wanted to steal and Sean, looking at him with amazement.
Eh, what was I doing?
Ben, doing who knows what, and Sean...staring off into space.
Ashley, attempting to hide from me, that sloot.
Foot mosh because we're too lazy to get up..yayyyyyy. (Red = Karly, Black = Ashley, Black/Pink checkered = Candace)
Remind me what I'm doing...??
Chelsea, who knows what she's doing. They stole my camera..ahh!
Karl...the 7-dolla whore!
What am I doing? Hahah. ((Ashley and me))
Stephanie and her humongous wang. Yeah baby!
What am I doing? Yikes.
Still don't know what I'm doing.....
I look like a beaver..hah. What the fuck? And what is Michael doing?
Hmm, well now all I'm doing is talking to Benjamin, Emily, and Michelle...ooh.. fun. I'm kind of happy with life and the way it's been going. It's okay, not good...but not shit-like...
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I just started reading Poison Pen, such a great book. I just finished The Shawshank Redemption by Stephen King, another excellent book. I am so unbelievably bored but I guess that's alright, I'm going to take this little thing because it looked fun, and I am going to suck
I stole this from Palmer..woowoo.
(User name being afireinside666)
Type your username with your:
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elbow: wsegtfkorftgrfdeiom ,dcx fokif cvrfyu7h6uuuy
tongue: afireinside666
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Wow, I suck...oh well.:-P
Back to reading. Back to reading. Back to reading. ::Opens book.:: Goodbye!
*Sigh* Today was depressing. Death Cab make me depressed...:(
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Well, I was looking through my compact disks, and I found a mix tape with Crass on it. I really like the lyrics, so I think I will post them. Some of the parts are stupid, or don't necessarily apply to myself, or others around me, but I do think they are very well written, and are very powerful. So don't even bother looking at this if you are narrow-minded, ignorant, or merely not intelligent enough to understand. Warning: This is very long.
( Crass - Yes Sir, I Will )
I'm so tired now that I typed that...it's 9:29, what time did I start typing? Luckily I type at like 95 WPM, or else I'd be shitted.
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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says.
"colored leaves like flags battering at the windshield-"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
I touched my bed first.
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
I watched the news this morning.
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
3:08
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
3:05
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
"There's No "I" in Team" by Taking Back Sunday
7: When did you last step outside?
Walking inside from my mom's car when she picked me up from the bus-stop.
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
My email. I was going to come to this website first, but then when I visited all of the cookies were deleted from my computer, so I forgot my password. I re-entered my password and then checked my email, so that was the last thing I looked at.
9: What are you wearing?
My white and black striped shirt with the zipper on it (three quarter sleeve), a pair of baggy black pants, a bright pink bra with leopard fuz lining, uhh...bracelets and make up. And a Hello Kitity thong.
10: Did you dream last night?
Yes, I did.
11: When did you last laugh?
When I said I wanted to hump the hot guys that came to our school today. What can I say? Shaggy/long hair makes me *melt*.
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Finding Nemo posters, uhh, AFI posters, tons of pictures from magazines...a few paintings that I painted, a few collages...
13: Seen anything weird lately?
What do you mean exactly by weird? I'm weird...I've seen myself.
14: What do you think of this quiz?
..uhh...I'm bored. I think it's ....interesting.
15: What is the last film you saw?
Hmmmmm... I don't even remember the last time I went to the theatres to actually SEE a movie. I think it would have to be Meet Your Meat, for the bazillionth time, if you consider that a film.
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
Some new clothes and accessories. Never can get enough of that. Some compact disks, painting/art supplies, and I'd pay my parents to let me have a leopard gecko.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
That I can lick my nose and my arms are very smoothe and people think it's weird that I shave them. Gah. I shave my legs too. Are you going to make fun of me for that asshole? No. Thank you.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Take all of the animals out of factory farms, fur farms, vivisection. Then I'd shoot George Bush and nominate Dennis Kucinich president. :)
19: Do you like to dance?
Uhhhhhhhhhhh....SURE.
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
Neither. He's a complete jerkoff and needs to go slit his wrists. Thank you.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Mary Jane.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Tyler or Joe or Bob or any stoner name that anyone can think of.
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yes. Most definitely.
It's so fucking hot. It was as cold as winter last week and now all of a sudden it's 80 fucking degrees. Humidity can shoot itself.
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[10 May 2004|11:07pm] |
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Okay, I don't know if that will work but I hope it does...:)</p>
Wee...I love this fucking LiveJournal shit...
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[09 May 2004|10:35pm] |
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Dude. This is crazy how I can change the fonts like this and shit. LA!LA!LA!LA!LA!LA! Now you see me now you don'tHow great was that? Man. This is awesome. I can put pictures TOO?! ::Tries to figure out how to put pictures.:: Okay, okay! I'm not smart enough like some people for that. But I still know how to do some rad things! This is so fun. Wow, I've posted a lot today. I've posted more today than I've posted ever before, I think. ::Ponders..:: I figured out how to do a lot of rad things. I'm so happy! Weeee! Oh man, my head hurts so bad. Alright...well, I'm going to go figure out what I'm doing, probably reading and then going to bed. Goodnight everyone! :)
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[09 May 2004|08:42pm] |
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Hmm. I'm bored. So I figured I'd come on here and post. I cannot wait to dye my hair. Bluish purple! Woot woot beeyotch! Okay. Well I have no idea what I'm talking about, just waiting for time to pass. Complete buzz-kill. Blah. This song is so fucking rad. For all of you rave-goers out there, you should DEFINITELY download the song that I'm listening to right now! Yeahh. :P I'm so bored. I'm going to go eat something. Munchies kill man, munchies kill...
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